Showing posts with label giving up. Show all posts
Showing posts with label giving up. Show all posts

What Doesn't Kill You {makes you stronger}

What I Didn't Say released on Tuesday, a few days early.  And seriously, it was a fantastic day.  I felt so loved and received so much support that I felt like I was going to burst with happiness.  The book is off to a great start and thanks to NetGalley, I've been getting in a lot of great reviews.

And as I sat there and celebrated, I got to thinking about where I was just 2 years ago.  2 years ago I was feeling like a reject, a wanna be author that no one wanted.  I'd tried going the traditional publishing route.  In all, I'd recieved over 140 rejection letters, all saying that I just wasn't quite good enough.  I felt beat down and often wondered if I should just give up on trying to be a writer.  Getting rejected over and over was killing me.

But there was something inside of me that still believed.  I KNEW I could do this.  I KNEW I could make this happen.  Even if no one in the industry was going to believe in me, I believed in me. (proof) (proof) (proof)

And so I self-published.  I worked my @$$ off and made things happen.  Things didn't happen fast, but I made them happen.

And then things started paying off.

To date-
  • I've gotten a movie deal with the producer of the Twilight Saga and Percy Jackson 
  • I have 6 titles to my name
  • I was listed in the Wall Street Journal
  • I've sold over 100,000 books
  • I'll be making six figures this year


And I'm still standing.

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger.

And today, this is how I feel about me and the traditional publishing world.